I promise this will be the last time I cry over you
And that this was our last time reconnecting
Because every time we find our way back to each other it ends with you hurting me
Many women have tried to make me fall over the years
But you’re the only one I deemed worthy of having my heart
And now look at me,
Once again I’m picking up the pieces you left me in
I knew eventually this emotional roller coaster ride would come to a halt and that our love would be on the line
Tonight I take a shot for all the times you told me you loved me
And all the times you made me cry
I’ll take another as I reminisce on the passion I felt every time we kissed
And another for every memory of us making love
I can still feel my nails digging into your back,
I’ll drink until I fade into oblivion
And in the morning I’ll rise and paint a smile on my face
I’m not broken.
You didn’t get my hopes up again.
I didn’t allow you to bring your rain into my sunshine.
I don’t miss you every day.
I start to text you but I stop myself from the embarrassment I know it’ll cause
Because if you wanted me,
You wouldn’t have allowed me to walk away so easily
You wouldn’t have treated me like I’m disposable
I wish loving you didn’t cost me loving myself
It was either you or me
So I decided to leave you be
And set myself free