Morning Motivation

“This is your life.. those are your goals.. that is your school work. It is up to you to pick yourself back up after falling. Happiness and success will not be handed to you.” I do not wake up every morning feeling positive.. feeling sure. There are days I would much rather power off my […]

It’s Happening Again – Bipolar Disorder

“Bipolar robs you of that which is you. It can take from you the very core of your being and replace it with something that is completely opposite of who and what you truly are. Because my bipolar went untreated for so long, I spent many years looking in the mirror and seeing a person […]

Writing 101, Day 4- The Woman In The Woods (Poetry)

As she stood there she imagined another life.. where there would be no suffering. There would be no man putting his hands on her, no children to disturb her sleep, no illness destroying her mental state. She felt awful for picturing a life without her kids but she was tired. As she stood there.. a […]

Home – 10/15/15

I experience peace in the shower. Although I break down and sob.. it is the greatest feeling because I let down my wall. Mom’s been drinking. And my brother spends his evenings in the garage. So I am alone. Pulling my knees up to my breasts.. droplets of water attack my face. Sometimes I think about […]

WHY I WRITE

I WRITE … to keep myself going. There have been many times where I have been completely lost.. where I felt like there was nothing else to do but give up.. where I had nothing and nobody. Except for a journal and a pen. It might sound silly to others but writing has saved me […]